Wednesday 6 May 2015

A wall...

We all have a facade.
A wall between us and the world.
Some many and some few.
A wall of protection.
Protection from what you might ask.
Protection from hurt, betrayal , being judged and many more things.
We are all afraid. That's why we all have a facade , we all have a wall..
We are afraid of being judged, afraid of being forgotten, afraid of losing people..
We are afraid beings trying to put up a strong front.
Insecurities are something we always have been familiar with, isn't it?
It starts with small things leading to the big things..
Insecurity of never being good enough, of loving someone sooo much but not be loved back, of those heartbreak, of being a disappointment and a failure..
We are filled with soo many insecurities..
But we are experts at hiding it..
Because the biggest thing we are insecure of and afraid of is revealing our true selves to someone..Bearing our soul to that person..
Of letting someone see our dark parts..
As we fear of not being accepted .
So we do what we do best.
Build a wall.. Make a facade and hide in those walls and put on a facade..

-Tamanna

This is something I  feel everyone can relate to at some point or other! My personal experience  as well makes me feel this.. Because at times I  am soo scared that I  won't  be accepted I  build a wall! But we still find a few people with whom we don't  need to put up that wall.. I hope everyone  finds such people in their lives :)  

Love, 
Tamanna :) 

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